I feel like I'm at the lowest point of my life now,

But I know that it is not because what I'm looking for hasn't been found.

I don't have an answer on what I'm looking for is.

But I hate dying, in a living state like this.

The slightest thing bring me down, and then I want to escape.

Escape, and let go of everything for these negative thoughts sake.

But what is the future keeping for me? I want to be happy without feeling crappy.

I want to change this heart and mind to something happy.

I hate dying in my own eyes, I hate being sad.

Sometimes I can't stop it, it's making me sad.

I am my own demon, a scary one that is.

It's taking control of me. How can I live like this?

I did this in 3 minutes! Wowww.